Feelings
It has been awhile. I have been too busy reading and cleaning my house from the wonderful mess that is summer. I have been organizing a space almost every weekday and it has made me so happy to have a clean laundry room again and an organized shoe closet and I even cleaned out my freezer. I am half way on my list but decided today to take a break and do some writing. I have been thinking a lot about feelings lately. A month or so ago I had an interaction with a good friend that left me feeling hurt and left out and unappreciated or even liked. For days I thought about it and it bothered me. I wasn't super friendly when I saw her because I was allowing my hurt feelings to let me step back from the relationship. As a kid I was always accused of being too sensitive so I have worked hard as an adult to not stew or stress about every interaction I have. I think I've done a good job learning to let go of these kinds of situations and move on and I can usually do that, but this time...